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The Stanford Prison Experiment, Constrained Cognition, Part
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VII
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TSPE, Constrained Cognition, Part VII
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H
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arry
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had
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hoped
\emph default
that he'd just achieved fusion with his mysterious dark side and would
be enabled to draw on all of its benefits with none of its drawbacks, call
up the crystal clarity and indomitable will on demand, without needing
to go cold or angry.
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Once again, he'd overestimated how much progress he'd made.
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Something
\emph default
had happened, but Harry still had a mysterious dark side, it was still
separate from him, and his ordinary self was still domitable.
And despite the repair work he'd done on his dark side's fear of death,
he didn't dare go dark while unshielded in Azkaban, that was tempting fate
way too much.
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Which was unfortunate, because a bit of nondomitability would have
\emph on
sure come in handy about now.
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What made it harder was that he couldn't slump against a wall, couldn't
break into tears, couldn't even heave a sigh.
His dear Bella was watching him and that wasn't the sort of thing her Dark
Lord would do.
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“My Lord
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” Bellatrix said.
Her low voice was strained.
“The Dementors
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they are coming
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I can feel them, my Lord
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”
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“Thank you, Bella,” said a dry voice, “I already know that.”
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Harry couldn't sense the holes in the world the same way as when he'd been
wearing the Deathly Hallow, but he could feel the empty pull increasing
in intensity.
At first he'd mistaken it for the result of descending a stairwell, until
he and Bellatrix had finished descending and the pull had gone on increasing.
Then decreased, as the Dementors moved away along the spiral, then increased
as they went up another flight of stairs… There were Dementors within Azkaban
itself now, and they were coming for him.
Of course they were.
Harry might be resistant now, but he was not
\emph on
hidden.
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New requirement,
\emph default
Harry told his brain.
\emph on
Find a way of defeating Dementors that doesn't invoke my Patronus Charm.
Alternatively, find yet another way of hiding someone from Dementors, besides
the Cloak of Invisibility
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I quit,
\emph default
said his brain.
\emph on
Find yourself another piece of computing substrate to solve your ridiculously
overconstrained problems.
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\emph on
I mean it,
\emph default
thought Harry.
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\emph on
So do I,
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said his brain.
\emph on
Put up your Patronus Charm and wait for the Aurors to find you.
Be sensible.
It's over.
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\emph on
Give up…
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The sucking emptiness seemed to pull harder, as he thought it; and Harry
realized what was happening, concentrated more intensely on the stars,
turned his mind away from the despair
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You know,
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observed the logical side of him,
\emph on
if you're not allowed to think
\emph default
any
\emph on
negative thoughts because that will open your mind to the Dementors,
\emph default
that's
\emph on
a cognitive bias too, how would you know if it actually
\emph default
was
\emph on
time to give up?
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A desperate sobbing scream rose up from below, words mixed in like “no”
and “away”.
The prisoners knew, the prisoners could feel it.
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The Dementors were coming.
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“My Lord, you
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you should not risk yourself for me
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take back your Cloak
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”
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“Be silent, fool,” hissed an angry voice.
“When I decide to sacrifice you I will tell you so.”
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\emph on
She's got a valid point,
\emph default
said Slytherin.
\emph on
You
\emph default
shouldn't
\emph on
risk yourself for her, there's no way her life is as valuable as yours.
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For an instant Harry considered sacrificing Bellatrix to save himself
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And in that moment, some of the dim orange gas-light seemed to flee the
corridor, a touch of cold crept over Harry's fingertips.
And he knew, then, that to think of leaving Bellatrix to the shadows of
Death, would make him vulnerable once more.
Even in the moment of making the decision, he might become unable to cast
the Patronus Charm, for he would have given up the thought that had saved
him before.
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It occurred to Harry that he could still take the Cloak from Bellatrix afterward
, even if he couldn't cast the Patronus Charm; and then he had to wrench
his thoughts away from that option, focus firmly on his decision
\emph on
not
\emph default
to do it, or he might have just fallen over where he stood.
For the whirlpool of emptiness swirling around him was now deadly strong;
there were screams coming from
\emph on
above
\emph default
, and the screams below had stopped.
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\emph on
This is ridiculous,
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said his logical side.
\emph on
Rational agents shouldn't have to put up with this sort of censored reasoning
process, all the theorems assume that how you think doesn't affect reality
apart from your actual actions, which is why you're free to choose an optimal
algorithm without worrying about how your thoughts interact with Dementors
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…
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That is a really dumb idea,
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said Gryffindor.
\emph on
Even I think it's a dumb idea and I'm your Gryffindor side.
You're not seriously going to just stand there and
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“We have a fix!” shouted Ora, holding up her magic mirror as though in triumph.
“The Dementor outside the inner wall pointed to level seven, C spiral,
that's where they are!”
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Her Aurors were looking at her expectantly.
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“No,” Amelia said in a level voice.
“That's where
\emph on
one
\emph default
of them is.
The Dementors still can't find Bellatrix Black.
We are not running down there and letting her through in the confusion,
and we are not dividing our forces to be ambushed.
So long as we move with caution, we can't lose.
Tell Scrimgeour and Shacklebolt to keep going down level by level, same
as before
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The old wizard was already striding forward.
Amelia didn't even bother cursing him, this time, as once again their carefully
constructed shields parted like water and rippled gently in his wake.
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Harry waited at the beginning of the corridor, just next to the stairs leading
upward.
Bellatrix and the snake were behind him, concealed by the Deathly Hallow
that Harry had mastered; he knew, though he could not see, that the emaciated
sorceress was sitting upon the stairs, slumped back, since Harry had withdrawn
his Hover Charm to free up his mind and magic.
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Harry's eyes were fixed on the far end of the corridor, next to the stairs
that led downward.
Not in his mind now, but in true reality, the light in the corridor had
dimmed, the temperature had fallen.
The fear thundered over him and around him like a sea whipped by hurricane
winds, and the sucking emptiness had become a howling draw toward some
approaching black hole.
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Up the stairs at the far end, floating smoothly through the dying air, came
the voids, the absences, the wounds in the world.
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And Harry expected them to stop.
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With all the will and focus he could muster, Harry
\emph on
expected them to stop.
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Anticipated their stopping.
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Believed they would stop.
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…that was the idea, anyway…
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Harry shut down the dangerous stray thought, and
\emph on
expected the Dementors to halt.
\emph default
They had no intelligence of their own, they were just wounds in the world,
their form and structure was borrowed from others' expectations.
People had been able to negotiate with them, offer them victims in exchange
for cooperation, only because they
\emph on
believed Dementors would bargain.
\emph default
So if Harry believed hard enough that the voids would turn and go, they
would turn and go.
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But the wounds in the world kept coming, the swirling fear seemed like a
solid thing now, the emptiness tearing at matter as well as mind, substance
as well as spirit, you could see the metal beginning to tarnish as the
holes in the world passed.
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A small sound came from behind him, from Bellatrix, but she said no word,
for she had been instructed to remain silent.
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\emph on
Don't think of them as creatures, think of them as psychosensitive objects,
they can be controlled if I can control myself
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The problem was that he
\emph on
couldn't
\emph default
control himself so easily, couldn't make himself believe blue was green
by an act of will.
Couldn't suppress all those thoughts about how irrational it was to
\emph on
make
\emph default
yourself believe something.
How
\emph on
impossible
\emph default
it was to trick yourself into believing something if you
\emph on
knew
\emph default
that was what you were doing.
All the training Harry had given himself against self-deception was refusing
to switch off
\emph on
no matter how harmful it was in this unique special case
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The shadows of Death crossed the halfway point of the corridor, and Harry
held up his hand, fingers spread, and said in a voice of firm and confident
command, “Stop.”
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The shadows of Death stopped.
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Behind Harry, Bellatrix gave a strangled gasp, like it was being torn out
of her.
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Harry gestured to her, the signal he had set up in advance which meant,
\emph on
repeat what you heard the Dementors say.
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“They say,” Bellatrix said, her voice was shaking, “they said, `Bellatrix
Black was promised us.
Tell us where she hides, and you will be spared.'”
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“Bellatrix?” Harry said, making his voice sound amused.
“She escaped a while ago.”
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A moment later, Harry realized that he should have said that Bellatrix was
among the Aurors in the top level, that would have caused more confusion
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No, it was wrong to think of the Dementors as trickable, they were merely
\emph on
things,
\emph default
they were controlled only by
\emph on
expectations
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“They say,” Bellatrix said in a cracked voice, “they say they know you're
lying.”
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The voids began to move forward again.
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\emph on
Her anticipations are more solidly believed than mine; she is controlling
them, unwittingly
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“Don't resist,” Harry said, pointing his wand behind him.
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“I, I love you, farewell, my Lord
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“
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Somnium.
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It had helped, strangely enough, hearing those particular awful words, understan
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“Stop,” Harry said again.
Bellatrix was asleep; now only his own will, his own expectations rather,
should control those spheres of annihilation
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But they kept on gliding forward, and Harry couldn't stop himself from worrying
that the previous experience had damaged his confidence, which meant that
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he needed more time to prepare, really ought to practice controlling just
one Dementor in a cage first
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There was only a quarter of corridor now between Harry and the shadows of
death, the empty winds were so strong that Harry could feel the erosion
beginning in the cracks of himself.
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And the thought came to Harry that maybe he was wrong, maybe Dementors
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Or maybe they were controlled by how
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thought they worked, not just whoever was closest to them.
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Harry drew up his wand into the starting position for the Patronus Charm,
and spoke.
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“One of your number went to Hogwarts and did not return.
It no longer exists; that Death is dead.”
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The Dementors halted, a dozen wounds in the world stood motionless, while
the emptiness screamed around them like a deadly wind to nowhere.
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“Turn and go and do not speak of this to anyone, little shadows, or I will
destroy you as well.”
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Harry's fingers slid into the starting position for the Patronus Charm,
and readied himself to cast it; in his mind, the Earth shone among the
stars, the day side bright and blue with reflected sunlight, the night
side glimmering with the light of human cities.
Harry wasn't bluffing, wasn't trying to do anything tricky with his thoughts.
The shadows of Death would move forward and be annihilated, or they would
depart, he was equally ready for either…
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And the voids retreated back as smoothly as they came, the winds of nothingness
lessening with each meter they traversed, as they slid back down the stairs,
and departed.
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Whether they truly had their own pseudo-intelligence, or whether Harry had
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them to go… that, Harry didn't know.
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But they were gone.
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Harry took a moment to sit down beside the unconscious Bellatrix on the
stairs, and slumped down as she was slumped, closing his eyes for a moment,
only a moment, he sure as hell wasn't planning to sleep in Azkaban, but
he needed to take that moment.
The Aurors would still be going down the stairs slowly, Harry hoped, so
it wouldn't hurt to take just five minutes to rest.
Harry was careful to keep his thoughts positive, cheerful,
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my, I'll just have some nice regenerative rest here, and then I'll feel
better,
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rather than, say,
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because the Dementors hadn't yet retreated very far.
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And by the way,
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Harry said to his brain,
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you're fired.
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