diff --git a/bench/main.js b/bench/main.js
index 507795d..b1e521e 100644
--- a/bench/main.js
+++ b/bench/main.js
@@ -9,7 +9,8 @@ var c = typeof window === 'undefined' ? (await import('cassowary')).default : wi
 
 main()
 async function main() {
-	const kiwi = await import('@lume/kiwi')
+	// const kiwi = await import('@lume/kiwi') // self-referencing import does not work due to https://github.com/nodejs/node/issues/50334
+	const kiwi = await import('../dist/kiwi.js')
 
 	var logElement
 	function log(message) {
diff --git a/test/main.js b/test/main.js
index d864212..47e428d 100644
--- a/test/main.js
+++ b/test/main.js
@@ -3,7 +3,8 @@ var assert = typeof window === 'undefined' ? (await import('assert')).default :
 
 describe('import kiwi', function () {
 	it('imports kiwi', async function () {
-		const kiwi = await import('@lume/kiwi')
+		// const kiwi = await import('@lume/kiwi') // self-referencing import does not work due to https://github.com/nodejs/node/issues/50334
+		const kiwi = await import('../dist/kiwi.js')
 
 		describe('kiwi', function () {
 			it('create Solver', function () {